[Ibogaine] for Jeff and all

Valarie val.needis at gmail.com
Thu Sep 5 02:18:50 CDT 2013


That doesn't sound.fun: (
Do you think my 3 months off Sub will be enough time? Should I have
boosters for later? I have heard boosters take away cravings and I have
heard boosters do nothing, I get so.confused ugh. ..I just want this to be
over already!
Thanks for everyone s help.. Lotsof Love Val
On Sep 4, 2013 8:08 PM, "sister" <sistereboga at yahoo.com> wrote:

> I weaned off sub and stayed clean 8 mo.  I really didn't relapse, it was a
> calculated de vision to go back to dope.  Was in process of saving $$$ for
> tx.  I went to mx (Rockys).   Got exactly what I was promised from rocky.
>  So it was a yr from my last ingestion of sub.  Was right back where I
> started on dope prior to Rockys.  So much for any healing from sub.
>
> Sister
>
> On Sep 4, 2013, at 12:05 AM, Valarie <val.needis at gmail.com> wrote:
>
> Sister, so you were on sub also? I have heard that if you don't wait long
> enough like 3 months, not 3 weeks off sub you can get home and start to
> withdrawal all over again! This is one fucked up drug. Did that happen to
> you? How long did you wait being off Sub before you did your Ibogaine
> treatment?  Lotsof Love,Val
> On Sep 2, 2013 10:23 PM, "Jeff G" <jeffgallop at gmail.com> wrote:
>
>> Oh yeah sister, It felt great to shake my bones a bit, his song selection
>> was great, much of it spoke to me...
>> And actually three weeks ago I was lucky enough to go see the San
>> Francisco symphony playing Jerry Garcia music with Warren Haynes and on
>> jerry's birthday to boot.
>> Then got gifted a ticket to see phish the next night in San Francisco.
>> Now that was a night. I was on dead tour for a long time and never had seen
>> phish....that shit was great,I had an absolute ball, and as before my
>> lysergic experience post ibogaine was fresh and fun fun fun.
>> Those phish shows are definitely the deep end of the pool, I loved it.
>> It actually made me feel about two weeks ahead of the game as far as
>> feeling better.
>> I've said it before music had been my absolute saviour this time through,
>> and now that I am strong enough to go out well yea!
>> Jeeeze I can't seem to write a short post here...
>> Blah blah blah
>> JeffG
>> Yeah....it rocks!!!!!!  The dancing....great too.  When's the last time
>> you wiggled that money maker?  I loved to dance before dope.  In fact,
>> while weaning sub I would dance in the dark to excite those endorphins.  .
>>  I'd turn off the lights, stand in front of the mirror and dance thru "in
>> da godda devida".  Eventually worked up to actually making it through.
>>  Added playing the drum solo to boot.  Keep on keeping on.
>>
>> Sister
>>
>> On Sep 1, 2013, at 3:27 PM, Jeff G <jeffgallop at gmail.com> wrote:
>>
>> Thanks Sister..
>> Nope I won't be picking up anything but a job.....I hope, being broke
>> sucks.
>> I did pick up a little work this weekend and even went out last night for
>> some music, dancing, and a couple of beers.
>> All the heavy stress and anxiety was around a trip I had to make back to
>> nyc for moms birthday.
>> I ran into a ten milligram methadone pill  when I was packing , at the
>> time I was really freaking out about the work, travel, family issues, but
>> when I found that pill before I could even think about it I walked into the
>> bathroom and flushed it.
>> It was surreal and time was moving in slow motion like when your in a car
>> wreck. (noribogaine ROCKS)...but I really was not tempted to eat it as I
>> KNOW that one taste of an opiate is all it takes for me....it's just a
>> matter of time, maybe even hours before I'm downtown copping dope....
>> To be clear and honest I did use some Benzos when I was on the verge of
>> freaking out back east, and do have some more but I think I need to give
>> them to a friend to hold, cause god damn it I like getting high and they
>> are a temptation I don't need.
>> Thanks for checking in.
>> Peace
>> JeffG
>>  Hey Jeff,
>>
>> I apparently have missed your post around the difficulties your facing
>> now...a few post go straight to spam...if I don't check daily it's goes to
>> cyberspace forever w/o me reading.  So no clue on what's happening in your
>> life but will say one thing.  Don't pick up even if your ass falls off.
>>  This too shall pass.
>> Thinking about you.
>>
>> Sister
>>
>> On Sep 1, 2013, at 4:10 AM, Jeff G <jeffgallop at gmail.com> wrote:
>>
>> Thanks for your kind words and sentiments.
>> I only recounted my first wife and my rehab experience to try and help
>> Val, but I think my recent quick trip to NYC where my first wife and I
>> lived and she died kicked up a bunch of stuff.....it helps to write it out.
>> I thank you all for indulging me....
>> I am not using the Benzos regularly.
>> But I know what a slippery slope it is .
>> It's been quite a ride and I really don't want to screw it now.
>> Thanks again
>> Peace
>> JeffG
>>
>>
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