[Ibogaine] for Jeff and all

Valarie val.needis at gmail.com
Sun Sep 1 04:31:22 CDT 2013

Jeff, Your a great soul. It seems to me that most addicts are the most
compassionate people I have ever known. <3 Val
On Sep 1, 2013 2:12 AM, "Valarie" <val.needis at gmail.com> wrote:

> Thank you for that personal story Jeff. I have been on xanex for 12 years
> and I was on Methadone for 3 years where a rehab told my family they could
> detox me no problem. My grandparents paid $15,000 fir a 21 day rehab and my
> family believed they would detox me. They lies to my family at the end and
> said I was all detoxed. My family would not take me to a hospital they were
> told I would "doctor shop" , I know I had seizures and I really think my
> mom and dad thought I was being DRAMATIC when I was climbing the walls. I
> escaped them by going to a mental hospital, being put on Sub. I told my mom
> that I am trying to get off sub,  I told her I was sorry but I could not
> tell anyone because grandpa was dying, she was just like ok with no
> expression I told her I had another seizure, she is in such denial. I told
> her about Ibogaine,  she watched some stuff on it. "Valarie, it's not true
> look what happened before" I want to leave my current living situation
> except I can't imagine anyone in my family going for it and because of my
> addiction I 100% rely on someone else. I guess just stay put, keep moving
> forward and changing my life, do Ibogaine and have the self esteem to take
> care of myself. I am still doing the intervention on my family. How does
> anyone in the US convince their family about Ibogaine. Don't they already
> think we are crazy? Or is it just me? Lotsof Love, Val
> On Sep 1, 2013 1:48 AM, "Jeff G" <jeffgallop at gmail.com> wrote:
>> Thanks for your kind words and sentiments.
>> I only recounted my first wife and my rehab experience to try and help
>> Val, but I think my recent quick trip to NYC where my first wife and I
>> lived and she died kicked up a bunch of stuff.....it helps to write it out.
>> I thank you all for indulging me....
>> I am not using the Benzos regularly.
>> But I know what a slippery slope it is .
>> It's been quite a ride and I really don't want to screw it now.
>> Thanks again
>> Peace
>> JeffG
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