[Ibogaine] Twenty one...

Jeff G jeffgallop at gmail.com
Wed Jun 12 20:05:18 CDT 2013


Yeah gaming as harm reduction, I'm down..
FF!
JeffG
On Jun 12, 2013 4:34 PM, "Sister" <sistereboga at yahoo.com> wrote:

> I know what I did wasn't productive but...
> Filled many voids/losses when I stop dope.  I bought myself a gift when I
> hit 30 days.  Ps3 and a game.  Really bought it for blue ray and for little
> more got game/wifi.  Well bored one day and started playing "call of duty".
>  Immediate  chaos, anticipation, fun stress.  I got addicted fast.  Don't
> want to tell you how many hours lost but was clean!!!  At about 3 yrs the
> new addiction got boring and now it's a rainy day thing.  Look for
> something that will fuel passion.  Don't have to go back to what we already
> done.  Something new.
>
> On Jun 12, 2013, at 3:51 PM, Ian Howard <ianroots28 at gmail.com> wrote:
>
> I've found when you stop using dope or any habitual pattern, whether using
> Ibo or not, doing something new, anything, can be very beneficial. Laying a
> new pattern down. Easier said than done, but possible.
>
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> On Wed, Jun 12, 2013 at 1:27 PM, Jeff G <jeffgallop at gmail.com> wrote:
>
>> I know it...
>> Thanks for the support.
>> How you doing?
>> Peace
>> JeffG
>> On Jun 12, 2013 1:19 PM, "junkboy" <junkboy64 at gmail.com> wrote:
>>
>>> jeff!!! good job!. dont give into temptation to be a lifer on the 'done.
>>> as easy as it is in the short term, wouldn't it be easier in the long term
>>> to not have to rely on a pill in a bottle or a line to catch a swig from a
>>> cup?
>>>
>>> On Wed, Jun 12, 2013 at 11:45 AM, Edward W <edwardw at mtciep.com> wrote:
>>>
>>>> nice to hear of the progress Jeff.
>>>>
>>>> peace and progress
>>>>
>>>> ___________________
>>>> Edward
>>>> edwardw at mtciep.com
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>> On 6/12/2013 11:43 AM, Jeff G wrote:
>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>> Twenty one days ago at midnight I dosed for the fourth time in eight
>>>>> years with the root....before that moment I was totally dependant on
>>>>> opiates...today twenty one days later I am not. Really the next day I
>>>>> wasn't, and that is truly a miracle. It boggles my mind the power in this
>>>>> plant.
>>>>> It's been slow, hard, lonely, and I have been forced to face some hard
>>>>> problems.
>>>>> Has it been worth it? Mostly yes, but I confess to wondering if I am
>>>>> in fact a lifer... destined or doomed to either methadone or ? forever.
>>>>> Sometimes it feels inevitable.. just being honest though not proud of it.
>>>>> This is my last best shot and I am determined to give it all the
>>>>> chance of success...
>>>>> I tried meetings, they just do not seem to be for me. I have such a
>>>>> bad taste in my mouth from  past experiences there..but...
>>>>> I am feeling better but still weak slow and not fully myself, but I do
>>>>> get glimpses of me shining through every so often. And that is enough, far
>>>>> far better than that first horrific week. I am very proud of myself for not
>>>>> taking the easy way out then and I know it was the root not me.
>>>>> I have been trying to walk as much as possible. I have been eating
>>>>> good and lots. I have been pounding amino acids and rhodiola rhodesia...
>>>>> That's it fer now...
>>>>> Peace
>>>>> JeffG
>>>>>
>>>>>
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