[Ibogaine] Danielle

danielle danielle6175 at sbcglobal.net
Sat Dec 28 11:42:39 CST 2013

Annette!  Wusssup beautiful Momma??!!!  

My Christmas was...accomplished.  Like; "Mission Accomplished".  All the important people in my life feel loved and taken care of and I held it together in a manner that let's them stay in their holiday happy place.  I managed to not look like a stressed out bummer.  I honored all the traditional festivities (baking, gift giving, mistletoe, etc.,) and pasted on a smile in the process.  

I would like to take this opportunity to thank the good Lord for MAKEUP!!  If whatever I need to have displayed on my face isn't naturally there; some well placed shadowing, highlights, and sparkles will paste it on for me.  

Don't get me wrong; I'm fortunate to have the people in my life that love me NO MATTER the condition of my brain.  But; there are times when they deserve to enjoy life without needing my dysfunction to be mixed in with their oxygen.  I guess I feel that there are times I can shield them a little too.

I am by NO MEANS a success story YET...but; I hope to accomplish that goal around the same time you do.  Our paths seemed to be in sync.  A "clean streak" is not the same as being free.  What I have right now isn't "freedom".  It's like being in a prison yard during free time.  I'm free to roam the yard; but still en-caged, AND going back to my cell seems like just a matter of time.

Anyways; I'm glad you made it through.  We're in the homestretch.  If we can tackle the New Year without incurring any new calamity will have slid into 2014 with only our original issues without gathering a new little collection.  Woooohooo!


 From: Annette Dilucchio <dilucch at gmail.com>
To: The Ibogaine List <ibogaine at mindvox.com> 
Sent: Friday, December 27, 2013 2:08 AM
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Danielle

:-D Thanks d.  I hope your Christmas was Merry and your New Year is better than you could imagine! You give me inspiration (along with you Val and everyone else on this list who have success stories to share)!  



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On Dec 26, 2013, at 1:17 PM, star ray <earthshealing at hotmail.com> wrote:

 Danielle,  how nice of you to say all those kinds things.  Actually, on my time of this list (maybe 4 or 5 years) I have never seen such a group of compassionate non wacko people (except a few strays) than are on the list now, maybe it's the added feminine energy, most of the guys have always been here except Sergey and he is a kind soul with lots of right brained energy,  OK, sorry I cannot talk longer~~~~~
Happy New Year to all    STAR

 was going to address my comment to Val and Jeff but really it applies to EVERYONE that's contributed to the conversation on the "I List" (minus the weirdos)...but to all the newbies, the regulars and the old timer's; ?Jim, Junkboy, Sergey, Val B, Star, Isabelle, Sister, Randy, Annette, Chris, Matt, Patrick, Tyler, Eddie, Buddy, Ravegirl, Vector and that's just to name a few. ?This email extends to the MANY AWESOME people in the literal Mindvox forum as well but I'm not sure how many of them get the I List. ?So if your interactive from that end of this "set up" this includes you too :

I hope you know how impactful?it is that you're willing to share your story. ?Your lives are priceless. ?Your camaraderie?infuses strength. ?Your experiences shed wisdom, and your friendship is life. ?I could not even begin to wrap my mind around the possibility of having a consistent healthy existence that embraces the moment I'm in without looking for an escape hatch if it wasn't for the people on the I list being open to letting me peak into some of the most private and at times painful areas of your life. ??

My expression of respect and affection is also extended to the tech savvy peeps that don't generally volunteer input since a lot of them have a life that falls outside of the lines of addiction. ?However; I KNOW that you have immense compassion for our struggles as has been demonstrated numerous times through your willingness to provide technology, programs, updates, and "how-to" explanations concerning the most efficient way to navigate and interact in the digital world. ?That's not to mention the numerous times you've reached out through private emails for the purpose of being encouraging and offer your emotional availability. ?

The one thing that makes being lost in a dark place unbearable is being lost AND alone in the darkness. ?It's because of the grand total of you all that I've been fortunate to not feel that sense of despair and isolation since being here. ?I don't know how I stumbled across such gracious care but I'm glad I did. ?My heart feels full thinking about it and I'm overwhelmed.

May you ALL (even the voyeurs out there) have a Holiday Season and a New Year ahead; overflowing with blessings, peace, and the things that bear significance in your worlds. ?

I don't mean to sound cheesy but thank you for being you. ?The genuine nature of the people in this place is what effects the change. ?It's a big deal. ?I think your all great and my heart is with you this Christmas Night!

Sincerely, genuinely, passionately, and all that other mushy stuff,



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