[Ibogaine] OT: prayers needed please

junkboy junkboy64 at gmail.com
Thu Mar 31 10:55:03 EDT 2011


jen,
best wishes and your in my prayers.
sounds very hard.. i dont know your situation, but at some point you may
have to let go. the stress when pregnant cant be good for you...
love, light and best wishes.
lee



On Thu, Mar 31, 2011 at 5:07 AM, <cbava108 at gmail.com> wrote:

> I'm so sorry either of you have to suffer this, Jen, hard to know what
> to say except that to send a prayer and love from here. xoxo
>
> On 3/31/11, Jen Santos <jsantos at persephonebirthways.com> wrote:
> > This is such a supportive group, and I get so much intellectual
> stimulation
> > and emotional bolstering from reading here, that I thought that I might
> post
> > a request in a moment of need.
> >
> > My significant other has been battling some demons of late, has been
> > depressed, reaching out to old girlfriends, etc.  I have been suicidal
> > myself, but because I am 7 months pregnant, the hospitals won't take me
> > (since they can't medicate me - trust me, I tried).
> >
> > Tonight, he walked out of our house, no altercations, no heavy duty stuff
> > going on, no word to anyone, I simply walked into the bedroom to see him
> and
> > he was gone, and his car was gone from the driveway.  I looked for him
> for
> > hours, I called and texted.  He was ignoring my calls and sending them to
> > voicemail every time.  He texted me back at 11:43 and told me to go to
> > sleep, he'd "talk @ me tomorrow, g'nite."  Would not tell me where he is.
> > Would not answer any more texts, in fact, it now appears his phone is
> off,
> > as the last text I sent in response has not been "delivered".
> >
> > I haven't slept.  I am nauseous and frantic.  I've contacted everyone I
> can
> > think of.
> >
> > Drinking, using, or rejecting me, I'm too tired to care.  Just please,
> say a
> > prayer to whoever listens to you that I get through this night somehow.
>  I
> > feel like I can't breathe.
> >
> > Thanks for reading this, back to your regularly scheduled ibo discussion.
> > Hope I haven't "bared" too much or made anyone uncomfortable.
> >
> > ~Jen
> >
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