[Ibogaine] implications for the long-lasting actions of the anti-addictio...

Warren Lee Theriot wleetheriot at comcast.net
Sun Oct 15 17:04:30 EDT 2006

  I'm sorry this is happening to your Mother Randy, I know how you  
feel. My thoughts are with you.  I went thru a lot of anxiety and  
grief about my Dad's stroke last year. I have the same urge to kill  
the pain enough to cope with mental anguish. I agree with Preston, in  
spite of myself hating the inevitable tolerance that builds up to  
make nothing seem to work after a while. I hope your Mother makes a  
speedy recovery.

On Oct 15, 2006, at 6:30 AM, BiscuitBoy714 at aol.com wrote:

> In a message dated 10/15/2006 9:04:55 A.M. Eastern Standard Time,  
> ptpeet at nyc.rr.com writes:
> I honestly believe that not everyone is supposed to not be using-  
> and under
> our current system, sometimes the only safe way to continue "using"
> opiate-like substances is to take methadone, so more power to them.
> I also believe that something like ibogaine should be available to  
> those who
> decide they want off or out from under the addictive effects of  
> opiates.
> But I think I'm merely stating the ultra-obvious with this email.
> Well Preston I think you know I agree with you. This morning I wish  
> I had some methadone. I don't want to be addicted but I sure wish I  
> could get that feeling of all is well I got from my 'done. My Mom  
> got rushed to the hospital last night. It looks like it's her  
> pancreas. They're doing tests right now and I guess we'll hear  
> something in a little while but I'm scared. My mind is going 1000  
> miles an hour. I didn't get to see her before she left, I got up at  
> 6:30 like always and she was gone with Boyd to the hospital in  
> Hudson so I'm freaking out pretty much. I don't know if I'll ever  
> be able to deal with life without thinking of, much less not doing  
> drugs to deal with bad feelings. I just realized I had a big  
> shooting dope dream last night too. It just now hit me. Needles  
> with broken points that I sharpened, using other peoples fits  
> without being able to clean them out good, all kinds of scary shit.  
> Heroin, oxy's and at one point there was a big jar full of  
> hydrocodone that I just put water in and used a great big needle to  
> pull it up with. This is freaking me out. Why did I dream this? I  
> didn't know my Mom was sick then. God give me strength. I'm so  
> worried about my Mom I'm shaking.        Randy

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