[Ibogaine] implications for the long-lasting actions of the anti-addictio...
Warren Lee Theriot
wleetheriot at comcast.net
Sun Oct 15 17:04:30 EDT 2006
I'm sorry this is happening to your Mother Randy, I know how you
feel. My thoughts are with you. I went thru a lot of anxiety and
grief about my Dad's stroke last year. I have the same urge to kill
the pain enough to cope with mental anguish. I agree with Preston, in
spite of myself hating the inevitable tolerance that builds up to
make nothing seem to work after a while. I hope your Mother makes a
On Oct 15, 2006, at 6:30 AM, BiscuitBoy714 at aol.com wrote:
> In a message dated 10/15/2006 9:04:55 A.M. Eastern Standard Time,
> ptpeet at nyc.rr.com writes:
> I honestly believe that not everyone is supposed to not be using-
> and under
> our current system, sometimes the only safe way to continue "using"
> opiate-like substances is to take methadone, so more power to them.
> I also believe that something like ibogaine should be available to
> those who
> decide they want off or out from under the addictive effects of
> But I think I'm merely stating the ultra-obvious with this email.
> Well Preston I think you know I agree with you. This morning I wish
> I had some methadone. I don't want to be addicted but I sure wish I
> could get that feeling of all is well I got from my 'done. My Mom
> got rushed to the hospital last night. It looks like it's her
> pancreas. They're doing tests right now and I guess we'll hear
> something in a little while but I'm scared. My mind is going 1000
> miles an hour. I didn't get to see her before she left, I got up at
> 6:30 like always and she was gone with Boyd to the hospital in
> Hudson so I'm freaking out pretty much. I don't know if I'll ever
> be able to deal with life without thinking of, much less not doing
> drugs to deal with bad feelings. I just realized I had a big
> shooting dope dream last night too. It just now hit me. Needles
> with broken points that I sharpened, using other peoples fits
> without being able to clean them out good, all kinds of scary shit.
> Heroin, oxy's and at one point there was a big jar full of
> hydrocodone that I just put water in and used a great big needle to
> pull it up with. This is freaking me out. Why did I dream this? I
> didn't know my Mom was sick then. God give me strength. I'm so
> worried about my Mom I'm shaking. Randy
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