[Ibogaine] implications for the long-lasting actions of the anti-addictio...

shelley krupa skrupa20022002 at yahoo.com
Sun Oct 15 10:36:06 EDT 2006


Hey Randy,soory to hear your moms suffering. Hey I wanted to ask you about interferon ,someone was nagging me about getting treated ,how was your experience?love shell

BiscuitBoy714 at aol.com wrote:        In a message dated 10/15/2006 9:04:55 A.M. Eastern Standard Time, ptpeet at nyc.rr.com writes:
  I honestly believe that not everyone is supposed to not be using- and under 
our current system, sometimes the only safe way to continue "using" 
opiate-like substances is to take methadone, so more power to them.
I also believe that something like ibogaine should be available to those who 
decide they want off or out from under the addictive effects of opiates.
But I think I'm merely stating the ultra-obvious with this email.

  
  Well Preston I think you know I agree with you. This morning I wish I had some methadone. I don't want to be addicted but I sure wish I could get that feeling of all is well I got from my 'done. My Mom got rushed to the hospital last night. It looks like it's her pancreas. They're doing tests right now and I guess we'll hear something in a little while but I'm scared. My mind is going 1000 miles an hour. I didn't get to see her before she left, I got up at 6:30 like always and she was gone with Boyd to the hospital in Hudson so I'm freaking out pretty much. I don't know if I'll ever be able to deal with life without thinking of, much less not doing drugs to deal with bad feelings. I just realized I had a big shooting dope dream last night too. It just now hit me. Needles with broken points that I sharpened, using other peoples fits without being able to clean them out good, all kinds of scary shit. Heroin, oxy's and at one point there was a big jar full of hydrocodone
 that I just put water in and used a great big needle to pull it up with. This is freaking me out. Why did I dream this? I didn't know my Mom was sick then. God give me strength. I'm so worried about my Mom I'm shaking.        Randy


 		
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