[Ibogaine] 16 days

Guy Bragge guybragge at mweb.co.za
Fri Mar 10 00:44:46 EST 2006


Kirk we seem to be on a similar time line RE our Ibo recovery. How are you
today?

Guy

 

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From: Kirk [mailto:captkirk at clear.net.nz] 
Sent: 09 March 2006 08:08
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] 16 days

 

Keep On guy.

16th day for me tomorrow... but that's since I last visited the chemist for
my chug of Drone.

Don't miss it at all, but I was stable and often forgot about going down til
slite symptoms set in, so yeh don't miss it at all.

Anyway, all the best to you.

Anything is possible, we just have to know it's so.

Look at the crap we learnt to create...flip it...make it... Um. good crap?
Lol

Love to all

Koiky xxx

 

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From: Guy Bragge [mailto:guybragge at mweb.co.za] 
Sent: Thursday, 9 March 2006 6:09 p.m.
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Subject: [Ibogaine] 16 days

 

Hi everybody, I have been reading you all every day and good to know I'm not
alone!!!!!

Its been 16 days since my ibo blast and still clean. Must say that I have
been struggling a bit physically with stomach cramps, sweaty palms,
headaches etc. But they are dealable with. Stuff keeps coming back to me
from the Ibo blast and everyday my thinking seems clearer and for the first
time ever I can recognize old dangerous patterns and triggers and how to
avoid them. I realize that if I use again it may be the last thing I ever
do. I have this overwhelming feeling that I have been given a last chance.
This scares me, especially with my history of relapse!!!. I am just taking
it hour by hour, day by day.. Each morning that I wake up feels better than
the morning before. I can also for the first time see the hole that I had
been digging. Now I am standing at the bottom of my hole and I realise how
much work I have to do to full it in. But thank God I have stopped digging
it any deeper. I originally had planned to take off about one week from
work, this has become two and I go back to work on Monday. I have a high
stress job in which I am expected perform without excuses. I feel I will be
ready by Monday!?!?!

I thank the "big power thing" that I am alive today and clean and am
planning on doing what ever it takes to stay this way.

 

Love and strength to all.

We have to believe we can beat our disease.

Guy

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