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Luke Christoffersen luke.christoffersen at gmail.com
Mon Jun 26 14:48:01 EDT 2006


That's interesting.  Maybe hope springs from wanting despair to end.
I wonder if a person had no despair would they be abscent of hope
also.  Maybe they'd be content with where their at.

On 6/24/06, kappa includ <getaroundcl at yahoo.com> wrote:
> Very very true- Plus, if you didn't have some hope somewhere in your brain-
> you wouldn't be able to experience despair- by definition you wouldn't know
> what it was.
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> Sara Glatt <sara119 at xs4all.nl> wrote:
> > I really want to be free of this shit. I'm half pissed now and I
> > can't take it anymore. My life is a disaster of which I',m struggling
> > to gain control over. I'd take anything now booze, heroin, coke,
> > speed, lsd, whatever just to feel different. i don't know I spend half
> > my time being really healthy but I feel so tense inside that I need
> > something to let go and enjoy life. The times i spend sober I half
> > enjoy thinking i'm really engaging in life but underneath I know i'm
> > not fullfilled no matter how i try and fool myself. I need more, i
> > want to cry on the alter and beg for release of this foolish escapade
> > of dillusion. I just want to be a human being agian, a whole human
> > being fully here to enjoy life and to give to this world my full
> > potentail without being compimised by problems. i've tried so hard to
> > acomplish this but i've failed, i;ve failed again and again and yet
> > here I am hoping to find change, a new way. In my heart I want to
> > find love and beauty and happiness shared but it's been so elusive
> > that I've felt like falling down and giving up. The heart longs for
> > connection and understanding.
> >
> > Luke
> >
> > life is not everything.
> you could go to a very poor place on the planet where they don't have
> running clean water and hardly any food, then after few weeks there come
> back to your home and be happy with a hot shower and the food you have.
> you will start to appriciate what you have now when you miss it.
>
> Sara
> >
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