[Ibogaine] crystal meth query
jasenhappy at optusnet.com.au
Mon Mar 7 21:08:35 EST 2005
The long term use of any type of speed I have observed (brother) is
seeing things that other people cannot see. My brother thought that people
trying to kill him,..including seeing police cars and fire engines trying to
of the road in broad daylight(wasn't happening).
My brother is normally a very sain man, a realist you could say. He would
past my place and call me,..he would say, "look in the tree outside your
there is a cable car in the tree with Mormans in it, they are watching
the mormans also were trying to kill him.
He started carrying mirrors with him as he thought that people where beaming
with lasers and hurting his heart,..he would sit there with the mirrors
looking behind him
all the time, trying to deflect the "electric beams".
He would ring me in the middle of the night absolutley terrified
saying,"there is about
fifty ninja's on my roof, they want to kill me,I would go there and of
course there was not
ever anything there, he could not be told, he truly believed it.
This was after about 2 years of speed /ice use, the last year he used
heavely and this is
when the hallucinations got really bad.
He has not used speed for almost a year now and is almost back to normal.
gland is still not quite right as are a few other things, he is healing
though, getting better.
He still thinks that people like the mormans want to kill him, he just does
not see them
as much now.
I believe Ibogaine can help as it seems to deal with some of the underlying
issues of why
the drug use is necessary. Eg; My oldest brother started using speed heavily
after my other
brother was murdered whilst working,..my older brother did not want to be
here any more
neither did I, we found it hard to handle. When I took Iboga I saw my
brother, the one that
was killed and he was fine,...more than fine,...he spoke to me with his eyes
and liqued light
it was beautiful, my heart was refilled with the love that I lost when I
lost him. In this way
at least,..I think Iboga' can help. It will heal most of the hurt,..give you
made life lighter for me.
I hope this helps.
----- Original Message -----
From: "kiersten johnson" <kiers10 at mac.com>
To: <ibogaine at mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, March 08, 2005 5:41 AM
Subject: Re: Re: [Ibogaine] crystal meth query
> Hi folks,
> New to the list. I'm wondering if you have noticed certain subtle but
> long-term effects of meth use: most particularly the lack of empathy,
> and the inability to sort of "get with" one's own emotions as well. If
> you have witnessed this in yourself or others, is it possible to get
> these abilities back? Will Ibogain help with that?
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