[Ibogaine] (For Randy and all) boosting gooses
jasenhappy at optusnet.com.au
Thu Jun 30 18:55:08 EDT 2005
Maaaate,...whats going on. I am sorry to hear you were having a rough trot. I also have been very confused as to what direction to take in life,
there are so many paths. I went to see a keniesiologist, if thats how you spell it, and he told me that the right side of my brain was not properly communicating
with the left side. Maybe the Ibo' stops the firing from the left to the right side of the brain for a while so we can experience the spirit, I don't know,..if this is the case
maybe we also have everything material fall apart for a while,..Mmmm confused,..how to put this across??? It is so hard to put feelings into words sometimes.
Maybe our power of manisfitation is depleted for a while as our minds are stilled,..and materialy we do not get what we need to kick along,..I don't know ,..just
Ok,...I noticed when you got back from your Ibo' trip,...financially everything stagnated for a while,..things of a material nature seemed to fall apart, this is what also
happened to me,...I was confused,..my mind was not firing properly,..I found it hard to work. Cash flow got a bit serious. I am only starting to get mental motivation now.
I am still unsure what to do with the rest of my life,....is this also what you are feeling. This being opiate free for me is almost alien,..although it is wondorously
wonder full. We have awakended.
I love you my beautiful brother. Keep on keeping on.
----- Original Message -----
From: BiscuitBoy714 at aol.com
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Sent: Thursday, June 30, 2005 1:40 PM
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] (For Randy and all) boosting gooses
Hey everybody. Thanx so much for your concern. Some of you know that I have had a rough time lately. All self induced because of the perception I had about life. I've changed some things, a lot of things matter of fact, here as of late, but I KNOW I need a booster or something. I've been talking about it for a couple of months now. I just didn't do anything about it. I just want to say that most of you are right. If you think you need a booster or another treatment, you do need it. I shouldn't have waited this long, but I had a lot to do. Now I still have a lot to do, but I will get to where I need to go and get a booster as fast as I can. looks like I can pull it off by next weekend. I have a new job that fits perfectly with what I want to accomplish in the next few years. I can't believe how lucky I am sometimes. The guy I work for is cool about Ibogaine and is willing to let me take a few days off when I need to. My plan is to kick ass for the rest of this week and all of next week, get paid and head for Bwitiland. Aint it a shame we have to go to such lenghts to get a booster? I could go get a script for 60 mgs a day of methadone tomorrow, but I have to put a lot of things in a row to get a mmmmmmmmm lets see......... a 4mg per kg booster. That shit aint right. We ought to be able to get Ibogaine from our doctors anytime wee need it. We can't sooooooo, what the fuck, I like it underground, it's cooler there, in more ways than one. Randy
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