[Ibogaine] dancing bwiti kills my self (ibo & nightlife pt II)

Ron Davis rwd3 at cox.net
Sun Jul 31 12:21:06 EDT 2005


Yeah, I've seen alot of new moons laying on my back.  I envy your youth 
which you will lose and wonder what the hell happened to it.  Enjoy, it's a 
rite of passage..I wasted mine staying wasted. ron
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Morning Wood" <morning_wood263 at yahoo.com>
To: <ibogaine at mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, July 30, 2005 5:59 AM
Subject: Re: Re: [Ibogaine] dancing bwiti kills my self (ibo & nightlife pt 
II)


> sorry for arrogant tone its a process saw a new moon
> --- tinkerbell.sarah at gmail.com
> <tinkerbell.sarah at gmail.com> wrote:
>> love you howard!!
>> tink
>>
>> On 7/29/05, HSLotsof at aol.com <HSLotsof at aol.com>
> wrote:
>> > Dear Ron,
>> >
>> > Give yourself a break.  You have a lot more going
> for you than a lot of o
>> ther
>> > people.  It may be hard to believe but, total
> doses of only 10 mg or 20 m
>> g of
>> > ibogaine taken in the morning can have significant
> effects on mood
>> > improvement and the ability to make better
> decisions.  I'm not talking ab
>> out forever
>> > but, even for a week or so.  As with most people
> you will probably not wa
>> nt to do
>> > it longer.
>> >
>> > I'm not working.  Survived leukemia. Broke as hell
> but, have a life full
>> of
>> > romantic stories.  I guess I lucked out.
>> >
>> > Howard
>> >
>> > In a message dated 7/29/05 10:45:41 AM,
> rwd3 at cox.net writes:
>> >
>> > << May I just chime in as a 55 year old traveler
> who started in '64.  Dru
>> gs
>> >
>> > have been the source of every problem I have ever
> encountered that was of
>> >
>> > any significance.  I have gone from the gutter,
> crawled out, crawled back
>> >
>> > and in the end, stripped myself of every shred of
> dignity I ever had.  Mo
>> re
>> >
>> > power to those that can handle it, I can't.  Weak?
> No discipline?  Bad
>> >
>> > genes? Who knows? Did IBO , it didn't take...my
> bad.  Today I flutter in
>> >
>> > limbo, hanging on to a job defending guys just
> like me.  Today's basement
>>  in
>> >
>> > tomorrow's penthouse on this rollercoaster I'm on.
> No romantic stories t
>> o
>> >
>> > remember.... broken relationships, lost jobs,
> countless arrests, thousand
>> s
>> >
>> > wasted.  I can't pop, snort, shoot , smoke, drink
> anything and win,  yet
>> I
>> >
>> > still persist. Some on this list truly want to
> help guys like me who can'
>> t
>> >
>> > help themselves,  others think they're straight
> because they don't shoot
>> >
>> > dope anymore.  I wish I could take 3 weeks off,
> afford another session an
>> d
>> >
>> > allow my body to heal or travel 15 hrs. to the
> nearest Doc that'll work w
>> ith
>> >
>> > me,  but I can't.  Maybe I die lurking on this
> forum , reading the arroga
>> nt
>> >
>> > postings of members who live in tolerant places,
> recounting the
>> >
>> > philosophical differences in their IBO trips. It
> was my search for sobrie
>> ty
>> >
>> > that led me here and keeps me here.  Sure hope I
> make it.. To the ravers,
>> >
>> > shroomers,  reefer heads,  trippers, more power to
> you..have fun,  my wor
>> ld
>> >
>> > is dark and ugly and I must get out.  This is not
> a blame game , I put
>> >
>> > myself here and maybe I keep myself here, but
> there are times when I real
>> ly
>> >
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