[Ibogaine] after ibo treatment
ekkijdfg at gmx.de
Sun Jan 30 12:46:10 EST 2005
> Hi Ekki,
> I agree with Jason that the paradigm shift from IV to Nose is a big
we just phoned. she shot up 0,1g today which is very little and all she
bought for today. she is certainly aware she needs less. the shift from
iv to nose didnt last long, unfortunately.
> one. How does she view that? I am also curious as to what thoughts
> ibogaine she may have had?
i did send her some links last year. she was interested because i told
her that it did me very good. she expected some visions like she read
about in the net.
> What changes do you see in her if any?
being a psychotic borderliner she is always comletely unpredicable. the
day after she was in very good mood, we went ice-scating and generally
had a lot of fun. i was really wondering since i had to stay in bed for
3 days after my self-treatment.
> What is her
> take on it all?
she claims to be clearer in her head than she has been for years. we
had resonable conversations afterwards which was rarely possible
lately. she was oftentimes threating suicide recently, but since the
ibo she is talking more about future plans. btw she allowed me to
discuss her ibo-experience on this list.
> To me it seems like a positive experience in that there are
> benefits to her. Reduction of opiates, stopping iv injection and
> cutting coke.
> How does she interpret these things?
she thinks the ibo was very good for her and wants to do it again, when
better prepared and more ready to stop drugs and in a more supportive
still i wounder if she has to have some bad cold turkey before she is
really willing to stop? i mean i hope not but i know withdrawals gave
me a lesson i needed.
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