[Ibogaine] after ibo treatment

knowone knowwhere kn0m0n3 at yahoo.co.uk
Sun Jan 30 10:07:57 EST 2005

 --- ekki <ekkijdfg at gmx.de> wrote: 
> i treated my friend on thursday. i found out she
> didn´t really want to 
> stop using. maybe she needs more suffering ( i hope
> not). she didn´t 
> have any visions although i gave her quite a lot of
> extract (the same i 
> took), but very carefully building up and constantly
> checking her 
> physical state. she complained about a humming sound
> and white flashes 
> of light before her eyes. btw she also never could
> get any fun out of 
> lsd.
> still she was impressed that she didn´t feel like
> smoking cigarettes 
> and her heroin consumption now is down from 1(i.v.)
> to 0,4 (nose) 
> gr/day and she didn´t touch c since then. she didn´t
> actually have any 
> withdrawal symptoms the next day, but still she
> wanted to cop.well its 
> only 3 days now, to early to judge the outcome.
> what i really didn´t consider was that she didn´t
> have a day without 
> dope since 3 years, even in hospital she secretly
> took some and was 
> kicked out anyway after 3 days. so she doesn´t know
> whats like to quit 
> without ibo which maybe diminshes her admiration for
> it. still i´m 
> happy we tried and i think it did do some good, but
> she wasn´t ready 
> for it yet. maybe i was to eager to give it to her
> after my own great 
> experience with it, but -->she claimed she really
> wanted to try it.
> also she knows now there is an exit in case she
> wants to get out some 
> day.
> -ekki

   I wish I had friends like you when I was there, I
probably wouldn't want to quit if I never experenced
Sickness yet too.
   I think the paradigm shift from IV to Nose is a big
   Well Wishes to Friend and You.

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