[Ibogaine] 10 weeks out

Kirsty Sutherland captkirk at kol.co.nz
Tue Jan 25 20:56:13 EST 2005


Lol, not at all......but it certainly shuts people up when they chirpily ask
"so how are you??".
Any cartoonists round here??
kirk

-----Original Message-----
From: jon [mailto:jfreed1 at umbc.edu] 
Sent: Wednesday, 26 January 2005 5:47 a.m.
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] 10 weeks out



eheheh... i hope this doesn't sound like i'm minimising your problems, but
a box of suicidal frothy ducks is a pretty funny mental image.

could make a good cartoon =)

> Hey cool, did I manage to fool you into thinking my life is a box of
> fluffy
> ducks???? Wow!!  My life is a box of suicidal frothy ducks actually.....
> so
> I come on here to get a break from it, and sometimes a giggle or two....
> I can give you some misery every now n then if you prefer???
> Lol
> Luff a l'il bit...
> Head nod in your direction...(not feeling huggy wuggy today)
> Kirsty Dawn
>
> -----Original Message-----
> From: Jeffgd1 at aol.com [mailto:Jeffgd1 at aol.com]
> Sent: Monday, 24 January 2005 2:17 p.m.
> To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
> Subject: [Ibogaine] 10 weeks out
>
> Hi Donna et al...
> Well it has been a v-e-r-y slow but steady climb out of the 20 plus year
> opiate haze...the last ten years being strictly a methadone diet. At 45
> years old my brain had a lot of reconnecting to do with itself and my
> body.
>  I was on 50mgs when i did the ibo...looking back (ahh hindsight!) maybe i
> should have tried switching to a shorter acting opiate but didnt have a
> sympathetic Dr or want to go back to copping on the street
> I went thru some very tough weeks post ibo i did a couple of "booster"
> doses
> about 2-3 weeks out and the nor-ibo (or wheteever it is) was flowing
> bigtime
> and gave me a great spirit  (just as advertised) and then about 7 weeks
> post
> it simply dried up! I was still only about 75% back to'normal' and then it
> became much more difficult to focus  on the positve.
> Even now at 10 plus weeks  my energy level is still low (as it was before
> ibo) and i am to put it simply, still, uncomfortable. Some nights i could
> swear i am feeling honest to god (minor) withdrawal pain though i cannot
> actually believe that i am at this point
> I still try to focus on the fact that i am free now-to go and be wherever
> I
> want (as soon as the $ are thier) and that compared to 20 years 10 weeks
> aint but a drop in the bucket but it is hard.
> I only chimed into the "ken" discussion cuz his posts seemed to hit  home
> for me much more so than the full of positivity posts that i simply cant
> relate to right now. I am only glad for those that feel great and see the
> light so to speak but for me the road is still long.
> Dont get me wrong I am  a livemusiclovinglonghairedhippiefreak and all
> that-no doubt!but I am out of the old school grateful dead model no
> flowrpowerdaisyloving but hardpartyingbustyerballscraziness
> -toomuchofeverythingisjustenuff shut-upandpassthetray-pipe-joint type
> To be fair I need to get out of the house more and excercise more and eat
> better and get into counseling  and stop daydreaming so much and get
> moving
> and eat better and excercise and get back to work and get a hobby and move
> out of new york and meditate and join some kind of group and get back to
> my
> spiritual needs and eat more vegatables and see a chiroprator and do some
> volunteer work and  get rolfed or something and focus on the just how far
> I
> have come but otherwise  everything is fucking great!
> hope that helps
> Freak Freely!
> Jeff
>
>
>
>
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