[Ibogaine] free

m.finman mafinman at optonline.net
Wed Jan 19 01:48:11 EST 2005

    You either get it or you don't.  Like it or you don't.  Want to respond 
or you don't.  There does exist a way to respond without attacking people. 
I was just asking and a lot of times what's written to one persons query may 
not do a damn thing for them but possibly some of the many voyeurs on the 
site or others get something. Kind of like a sense of community, ever heard 
of it.  I could have called you a condescending,  pathological angry schmuck 
that should not be let off the leash for the sake of mankind... however I 
didn't.  So you can take all your preconceived stereotypical therories with 
you on your quest for that giant ass kicking you appear to be looking for. 
Oh and if you come across any guilt while you're looking send some this way 
because I DON'T HAVE ANY!!
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "....Ken" <chayco at island.net>
To: <ibogaine at mindvox.com>
Sent: Wednesday, January 19, 2005 12:09 AM
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] free

> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "m.finman" <mafinman at optonline.net>
> To: <ibogaine at mindvox.com>
> Sent: Tuesday, January 18, 2005 8:21 PM
> Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] free
>> Ken,
>>      So sorry you converged  upon us in the middle of our mini
>> lovefest......we'll give you a two day warning when the formal one is
> going
>> to be underway.  I assume you were referring to yourself when you
> mentioned
>> being able to "chip".    Personally I have always had issue with that
>> particular word. It sounds so casual,practically accidental and
>> unintentional.  Almost dainty...like something you would do with your
> pinky
>> extended.  It's like temporarily holding your brothers ice cream cone and
>> licking the melting drips. You can justify everyone of those licks as
>> harmless and necessary but the bottom line is you're eating ice cream!
> I'm
>> curious how long ago you did your sessions and at what intervals. And as
> you
>> stated" that writhiring worm that has finally shut up" I feel can be 
>> force
>> fed and brought back to life.  Maybe you've been doing this for years and
>> are o.k.  I just don't see it as my scenario.  So how does someone do
> three
>> ibogaine sessions and not only has no use for cyberhugs, regards and
>> acknowledgments but bahumbugs them?   I feel it is quite possible that
> these
>> things are one of the many things that have a hand in keeping me from
> eating
>> ice cream cones!! Not to mention all the lovely sarcasm that gives me a
>> reason to get up in the morning.
>>       Hope you find what you need.  You get what you give.  So don't sit
>> back and wait to be entertained.  Although Jasen's last post made me 
>> laugh
>> way out loud!!
> Ahhhhhhh.........what ?
> Three runs on the Ibogaine and I should .....what, want to hug YOU ?
> For me ........after 3 'redirections' I found that I had finally killed 
> the
> 'worm' that kept saying ....psssst Ken, pssssst Ken ,
> feeeeeeeeeeeeeed me. Okay, but after a 'sufficient number of months past 
> it
> might be time to time to 'test' the voice. We all know the old
> rule.......not more than two days in a row......okay, okay......not more
> than three days in a row. That three day run is pretty bloody concrete. 
> Stop
> or your are in for the next long haul. ANYTHING, such as stopping is 
> better
> than doing ibogaine AGAIN..............It ain't fun.  If the worm is
> dead..........I do mean DEAD...chipping on a two day run is not the end of
> the world............................once every....hmmmm, three months ? 
> Oh
> yeah, right, if you are one of those 'higher power' schmuck
> believers.......well, you just tuck into your book of dreams and wallow in
> your self imposed guilt. I have a real problem with that.
>                       Peace, flowers and bright green bugs..........Ken
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