Patrick Read Me Fwd: Re: [ibogaine] ibogaine question seattle
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Thu Jan 6 19:17:30 EST 2005
Here's more of you on UROD :)
--- "Patrick K. Kroupa" <digital at phantom.com> wrote:
> From: "Patrick K. Kroupa" <digital at phantom.com>
> Subject: Re: [ibogaine] ibogaine question seattle
> Date: Sun, 5 Jan 2003 14:02:02 -0500
> To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
> On [Fri, Jan 03, 2003 at 07:12:39PM -0800],
> [crownofthorns at hushmail.com] wrote:
> | That was very restrained Patrick, what no top 100 reasons you
> | Lance Gooberman list? ;-)
> | If I remember your little speech right bro, Richard Resnick was a
> | wonderful doctor who is being persecuted for helping people and
> | Gooberman should be cut into little pieces. Resnick gave you a lot
> | drugs and all you got from Gooberman were 2 lousy urods ;-)
> I didn't say that, I said Lance should be strung-out and then detoxed
> using the exact methodology he feels okay to employ on other people.
> Lance is a basehead (not past tense in the mid-late 90's) not a
> that was his partner -- Lance has never been sprung.
> He's also a piece of shit, and an idiot. Having said all that I am
> that I could wish anything worse upon him that what he already lives
> within every day of his life. He's THE fat, bald, stupid, Ronald
> looking Archetype for treatment pimp.
> There is nothing I can possibly say that expresses any of it better
> what Lance has to say for himself. What is stunning and absolutely
> my mind, is how proud he is of creating this little paradigm, and so
> loving it that he has willingly filled his mind with this shit,
> inside it, and appears to be happy living locked inside a box and
> This is Lance Gooberman's headspace, he splatters it all over the
> and spends all his free time attempting to inflict his beliefs upon
> stupid enough to want a UROD.
> 152 slides of the contents of Lance's head. Truly a beautiful place,
> filled with a lot of beauty, strength and hope:
> Apocalyptic visions of hell filled with infernos and legions of
> are all pretty cartoony, videogame-like, and ultimately
> What's really at the very deepest, darkest, heart of darkness, is a
> room with Lance Gooberman inside of it, where you will sit and listen
> him talk bullshit for All Eternity -- or longer, if at all possible
> while going through withdrawal. And every time you kill him, all the
> pieces reassemble until you wind up with an endless ocean of Lance
> Gooberman's who will simply not shut the fuck up.
> I am highly resentful of having had to waste a fucking HUGE amount of
> processing time on the Cosmic CPU just to strip all that shit out of
> mind, and set fire to it.
> All of which is a long way of saying I hate Lance Gooberman, and
> he should burst into fucking flames and die. But in a loving,
> compassionate way.
> - - - - - - - - -
> Resnick is nothing whatsoever like this. He's a reasonably smart guy
> a decent person. All he did was flip through my list of former
> and treatment pimps, arrive at the conclusion that nothing he said to
> was gonna make much of a dent, explained all the options for the
> things he does, and asked me what I wanted to try.
> Well, everything of course! Why else would I possibly be wandering
> through this headspace if I didn't want all experience?
> He gets harassed because he has an, uhm, arrangement to do various
> studies. He doesn't write for narcotic analgesics, he just goes into
> magical room, and then throws handfuls of nEaT DruGZ at you. Then
> so often one of his clients gets busted going through a metal
> holding 50 syringes and 300 ampules of buprinex with no script, and
> name on any of it.
> So you have some guy with enough drugs on him to kill half the
> neighborhood who is explaining it's all for him and he doesn't have
> to distribute and it all came from his doctor, this dude named
> and so it goes...
> When all is said and done I dropped maybe $15K on Lance, and $30K on
> Resnick. My feelings towards Gooberman are obvious, but I have no
> ill-will towards Resnick at all. He isn't a treatment pimp. It was
> just like, oh well, it didn't work out, maybe another 200-300 tries
> I'll finally get it right. Catcha later do0d.
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