[Ibogaine] ibogaine and dope sick

tink tinkerbell.sarah at gmail.com
Wed Aug 24 01:12:34 EDT 2005


I love you, Preston!!
tink

On 8/23/05, Preston Peet <ptpeet at nyc.rr.com> wrote:
> Yeah, like Ozzzy and his kids.
> Everytime I hear about one of them checking in to Betty Ford, I think, "gee,
> must be nice way to go."
> But whether anything could ever Reeeeeeaaaly make me sane or feel it, well,
> that's seriously debatable.
> 
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> 
> Peace and love,
> Preston
> 
> "Madness is not enlightenment, but the search for enlightenment is often
> mistaken for madness"
> Richard Davenport-Hines
> 
> ptpeet at nyc.rr.com
> Editor http://www.drugwar.com
> Editor "Under the Influence- the Disinformation Guide to Drugs"
> Editor "Underground- The Disinformation Guide to Ancient Civilizations,
> Astonishing Archeology and Hidden History" (due out Sept. 2005)
> Cont. High Times mag/.com
> Cont. Editor http://www.disinfo.com
> Columnist New York Waste
> Etc.
> 
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: Sjonnygee .
> To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
> Sent: Tuesday, August 23, 2005 9:57 PM
> Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] ibogaine and dope sick
> 
> 
> > I think if I were rich, I'd just fucking check myself in somewhere for a
> > few weeks or a month
> LOL .............I honestly think about (fantasize) having huge amounts of
> cash and getting clean and happy in a comfortable, caring (cash inspired)
> enviroment sometimes - We have to dream - it helps keep me sane .......... !
>                                                         sjonny.
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> From: "Preston Peet" <ptpeet at nyc.rr.com>
> Reply-To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
> To: <ibogaine at mindvox.com>
> Subject: [Ibogaine] ibogaine and dope sick
> Date: Tue, 23 Aug 2005 21:04:14 -0400
> 
> 
> ok, I did a slightly larger "booster" last night at 6PM, had ancient
> american indians starting at me, lots of little kids running away from me (I
> think related to abadonment issues, but am unsure still), and now I'm still
> a bit dope sick and miserable. I am so grateful to the person who helped me
> out- he rocks and I consider him a real friend, but I am really ill. Still.
> The ibogaine is wearing off completely leaving me feeling a bit frazzled and
> as already mentioned still a bit ill.
>     At least I'm sitting up for a few minutes- but as V says, take it a
> minute at a time.
>     I think if I were rich, I'd just fucking check myself in somewhere for a
> few weeks or a month. This is ridiculous. Just to detox from everything,
> nicotine, opiates, everything, just for a while to see what happens. So V
> says, "just do it here darn it," but it's really tough in NYC.
>     Anyway, wow am I sick feeling, goosebumps and chills, shivers and
> sweats. Aren't opiates wonderful? When I have enough yeah, when not no.
>     BTW, our friend Marcus is ok, I ran into him on 2nd St. a few nights
> ago. He's streetbound but ok- if that's ever the word to use for someone
> street bound.
>     Also, to I guess Ron, who has apparently loaded up every else's computer
> with attachments again (sorry, I have 300 and something unopened email to go
> through and am not up to it yet), my computer apparently doesn't have the
> same problems others' do- so perhaps I should apologize for suggesting you
> continue posting them, to you and to everyone.
>     I love you all, in that cyber sorta way.
> 
> 
> Peace and love,
> Preston Peet
> 
> "Madness is not enlightenment, but the search for enlightenment is often
> mistaken for madness"
> Richard Davenport-Hines
> 
> ptpeet at nyc.rr.com
> Editor http://www.drugwar.com
> Editor "Under the Influence- the Disinformation Guide to Drugs"
> Editor "Underground- The Disinformation Guide to Ancient Civilizations,
> Astonishing Archeology and Hidden History" (due out Sept. 2005)
> Cont. High Times mag/.com
> Cont. Editor http://www.disinfo.com
> Columnist New York Waste
> Etc.
> 
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