[Ibogaine] ibogaine and dope sick

Preston Peet ptpeet at nyc.rr.com
Tue Aug 23 22:18:01 EDT 2005


Yeah, like Ozzzy and his kids.
Everytime I hear about one of them checking in to Betty Ford, I think, "gee, 
must be nice way to go."
But whether anything could ever Reeeeeeaaaly make me sane or feel it, well, 
that's seriously debatable.



Peace and love,
Preston

"Madness is not enlightenment, but the search for enlightenment is often 
mistaken for madness"
Richard Davenport-Hines

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----- Original Message ----- 
From: Sjonnygee .
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Sent: Tuesday, August 23, 2005 9:57 PM
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] ibogaine and dope sick


> I think if I were rich, I'd just fucking check myself in somewhere for a 
> few weeks or a month
LOL .............I honestly think about (fantasize) having huge amounts of 
cash and getting clean and happy in a comfortable, caring (cash inspired) 
enviroment sometimes - We have to dream - it helps keep me sane .......... !
                                                        sjonny.







From: "Preston Peet" <ptpeet at nyc.rr.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
To: <ibogaine at mindvox.com>
Subject: [Ibogaine] ibogaine and dope sick
Date: Tue, 23 Aug 2005 21:04:14 -0400


ok, I did a slightly larger "booster" last night at 6PM, had ancient 
american indians starting at me, lots of little kids running away from me (I 
think related to abadonment issues, but am unsure still), and now I'm still 
a bit dope sick and miserable. I am so grateful to the person who helped me 
out- he rocks and I consider him a real friend, but I am really ill. Still. 
The ibogaine is wearing off completely leaving me feeling a bit frazzled and 
as already mentioned still a bit ill.
    At least I'm sitting up for a few minutes- but as V says, take it a 
minute at a time.
    I think if I were rich, I'd just fucking check myself in somewhere for a 
few weeks or a month. This is ridiculous. Just to detox from everything, 
nicotine, opiates, everything, just for a while to see what happens. So V 
says, "just do it here darn it," but it's really tough in NYC.
    Anyway, wow am I sick feeling, goosebumps and chills, shivers and 
sweats. Aren't opiates wonderful? When I have enough yeah, when not no.
    BTW, our friend Marcus is ok, I ran into him on 2nd St. a few nights 
ago. He's streetbound but ok- if that's ever the word to use for someone 
street bound.
    Also, to I guess Ron, who has apparently loaded up every else's computer 
with attachments again (sorry, I have 300 and something unopened email to go 
through and am not up to it yet), my computer apparently doesn't have the 
same problems others' do- so perhaps I should apologize for suggesting you 
continue posting them, to you and to everyone.
    I love you all, in that cyber sorta way.


Peace and love,
Preston Peet

"Madness is not enlightenment, but the search for enlightenment is often 
mistaken for madness"
Richard Davenport-Hines

ptpeet at nyc.rr.com
Editor http://www.drugwar.com
Editor "Under the Influence- the Disinformation Guide to Drugs"
Editor "Underground- The Disinformation Guide to Ancient Civilizations, 
Astonishing Archeology and Hidden History" (due out Sept. 2005)
Cont. High Times mag/.com
Cont. Editor http://www.disinfo.com
Columnist New York Waste
Etc.



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