[Ibogaine] attachments from Ron

Preston Peet ptpeet at nyc.rr.com
Mon Aug 22 00:07:01 EDT 2005

    Don't take the grumpy to heart- my box doesn't need the big attachments 
either- so I NEVER open them.
    Unless I know they're on the way.
    So nothing you ever post as an attachment bothers me personally in the 
slightest. Perhaps my box works differently, but it doesn't seem to cause me 
much stress at all, any of your attachments.
    New friend and all, I think I can personaly let you slide, as frreaked 
out and grouchy at myself as I've been lately (what's with this cycle? 
Anyone got a clue why I go up and down so high and so hard? I can be so up 
one day, and so down later the same day, on extreme slides. "Stop beating up 
on myself." Yes, I like that one, but it's hard not to always come back to, 
"well, if you're really sick and tired, why keep going through it over and 
over?" (This goes for smoking cigs too btw, not just opiates use and 
sometimes abuse.).
    Anyway, carry on all. I've been taking a short break from the computer, 
going on line very briefly and staying offline for the most part- I need(ed) 
a break. Still do somewhat. I've been writing a story out long-hand in a 
notebook- it's kinda like painting compared to typing I'm finding, much more 
tactile work. Not that this has much of anything to do with ibogaine, but I 
coudl use some, so perhaps that ties this in to the list topic.

Peace and love,

"Madness is not enlightenment, but the search for enlightenment is often 
mistaken for madness"
Richard Davenport-Hines

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----- Original Message ----- 
From: Ron Davis
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Sent: Sunday, August 21, 2005 6:26 PM
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] SLOWONE

Thanks me Cap'n.  this freakin' forum sounds like where I work..... a bunch 
pussies for a bearucaracy that can't , no matter how freakin hard they try, 
to get outside that box they are all trapped in.  the minutia will and does 
kill me a little each day.  now i think the forum is bigger than the 
gig(unless i lose the gig) so i'll keep trying to keep the unknown players 
happy.  Macs on the house, my tab..Koko...I'm just a Klown guys and we don't 
make much, the occasional county faire, an impromptu shopping center 
carnival, and yes, i have to sit in on the ball throw where the snotty 
little buggers try to drop me in the cold water.  easy money you say?  guess 
again special ones.  KOKO 
From: Capt Kirk
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Sent: Sunday, August 21, 2005 5:11 PM
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] SLOWONE

Ron, you think you got problems?  You unwittingly send ONE big attachment... 
everytime anyone posts (I think.. Not sure.most people just hassle Patrick, 
a thousand apologies Patrick :o( I'm still working on it.. found a website 
for concept and send every error message to every email address there) they 
get the 'cptkirk mailbox is full that don't make me feel too good.. So I 
think you can forgive yourself but perhaps a 100 back whippings on yourself 
(cos for the life of me I can't think of the word for that) might make it 
easier!  And if people paid attention they'd have seen that you have atoned 
for your "sin".
Lol good glad we got that sorted. Sorry for the db mail error message.. 
trying very very hard not to post til I get it sorted.

From: Ron Davis [mailto:rwd3 at cox.net]
Sent: Monday, 22 August 2005 9:27 a.m.
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Subject: [Ibogaine] SLOWONE


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