[Ibogaine] OT Reflections

Kirk captkirk at clear.net.nz
Thu Aug 4 03:40:07 EDT 2005


Congratulations, you passed with flying colours

I'm so proud of you :-)

Love loads n loads

Kirky xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx



From: BiscuitBoy714 at aol.com [mailto:BiscuitBoy714 at aol.com] 
Sent: Thursday, 4 August 2005 7:20 p.m.
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] OT Reflections


Hey list, I know yall haven't heard from me very much but I've been
reflecting a bit lately. Last week was one of the worst runs of bad luck I
ever experienced. I was robbed at gun and knife point at work, mind you I
was at fucking work and got robbed. Someone stole my cell phone,  I was
shorted on my check, AGAIN, ................. I could go on believe me. I
haven't been saying much because all I would do is bitch. I just realized
though that all this shit happened and I didn't cook any dope, drink buckets
of whiskey, or hell I didn't even want to smash anything.
Well............... OK I wanted to smash some shit but the point is I
didn't. I couldn't call my Ibo buddies after my phone was stolen because I
lost all my numbers and I'm not good at keeping numbers and records and shit
written down, so I sent a few Emails and got a few Emails but mostly I just
sucked it up and kept going. Big deal some would say, your supposed to keep
going. Yea, well, not straight, not this boy anyway, but I did. Miracles
never fucking cease. I lost about 300 dollars last week and got paid 80.
I'll never stop being amazed at the change in me after Ibogaine. I can still
find things to be grateful for. Not being in a nod helps a lot when your
trying to think things through. I've been sitting in Erie PA trying to be
normal. It aint working. On with the freak show.    I love you all

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