[ibogaine] About NA after ibogaine. Long message PLEASE read!

Roberta Lapiak robertalapiak at hotmail.com
Tue Aug 24 23:33:31 EDT 2004

Out of all the people here the one person who posts a lot and I follow all 
their messages is you preston, what your going through is so fascinating to 
me and I'm hoping to catch some of that soon! I love reading you, Marc and 
Sean, you're all so alive and back from death! I wish it was possible to get 
ibogaine when you need it like all of you look like your doing. That's the 
other part I'm not sure of, if I go to a clinic and then I want to do it 
again in a week or need it in two more weeks, what good is it if I can't get 
it like all of your doing? There are so many questions I have, I will keep 
reading for a while trying to pick it all up. Thank you Preston!

>From: "Preston Peet" <ptpeet at nyc.rr.com>
>Reply-To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
>To: <ibogaine at mindvox.com>
>Subject: Re: [ibogaine] About NA after ibogaine. Long message PLEASE read!
>Date: Tue, 24 Aug 2004 22:41:44 -0400
>>I've felt all that so many times but taking
>my own directions and doing what I wanted hasn't ever worked for me,  which
>is where the 12 steps are right so far. Does it change after ibogaine?<
>Well, my own perceptions about myself and things in general are very
>different now, post ibo.
>     I've made my very first appointment to see someone, a counselor,  who 
>specializing in post-ibo, or at least, picking up on a few of us here  in 
>(I think) who are post ibo. I have never been into the idea of rattling  
>my thoughts to strangers in a clinical setting (online in email or face  to
>face in friendly settings sure, but clinical? Yuck!). So that's a big  
>for me, going in to see this woman (Barbara Judd as a matter of fact,
>tomorrow afternoon.
>     So yeah, it seems to have change...although I think I've said that  a 
>times now already.
>Peace and love and best of thoughts to you Roberta.
>----- Original Message -----
>From: "Roberta Lapiak" <robertalapiak at hotmail.com>
>To: <ibogaine at mindvox.com>
>Sent: Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:27 PM
>Subject: RE: [ibogaine] About NA after ibogaine. Long message PLEASE  read!
>>This is all very different I have a lot of respect for whoever lived  all
>>this. I wanted to ask if it is ok to print these and share them with  
>>people who are on methadone at the clinic I go to? I know they are
>>but I won't change them in anyway.
>>What I also wanted to ask is if this is true of how addiction works for
>>of the other people who talk here? I don't see anyone talking about  their
>>disease or listing off the steps. Can other people stay clean like  this?
>>whole text comes away with that if you believe then you can do it. I  
>>know if I believe I don't think I do because i never have, how do you  
>>so much belief. Does ibogaine help with this?
>>Sorry for the dumb questions I'm new to this and wondering how many of  
>>here hold together. I agree so much with everything I read in these and
>>spent a lot of time re reading. I've felt all that so many times but
>>my own directions and doing what I wanted hasn't ever worked for me,  
>>is where the 12 steps are right so far. Does it change after ibogaine?
>>>From: Carla Barnes <carlambarnes at yahoo.com>
>>>Reply-To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
>>>To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
>>>Subject: [ibogaine] About NA after ibogaine. Long message PLEASE read!
>>>Date: Sat, 21 Aug 2004 22:13:58 -0700 (PDT)
>>>So sorry if this goes through twice yahoo is not
>>>working too well tonight :-(
>>>I really to be honest find this place more useful for
>>>clearing my head and finding people to talk with then
>>>anywhere I've ever been. It's like a cross between a
>>>temple, information network I don't even know what
>>>it's been said better then I can say it already but it
>>>is full of people from all over the world who don't
>>>say they're not judgemental but really aren't! I've
>>>never found that before. I have been here almost since
>>>it started but way back then it was not this huge
>>>group like it is now it was much smaller and ibogaine
>>>wasn't everywhere like it's starting to be.
>>>What I read and even looked up are the articles
>>>Patrick was writing for Heroin Times when he first got
>>>clean. I asked that someone collect them and put them
>>>online yearssssss ago and after 2 years or so Patrick
>>>finally got around to it ;-)
>>>I love them because they are written while he is
>>>getting clean for the first time ever in his life and
>>>it's so cool to watch this unfolding and happening for
>>>two years. What it starts filled with is so much rage
>>>and hate from somebody who is obviously so smart and
>>>sooooo mad.
>>>What I am saying is both you Patrick who are a walking
>>>anti 12-step group all by yourself and Dave, did write
>>>a sane article about how to get the most out of the 12
>>>steps. The two of you did this and I give both of you
>>>so much credit for that, you especially Patrick
>>>because you admitted you couldn't do it because you
>>>never found anything good about the 12 steps so you
>>>did it with Dave!
>>Express yourself instantly with MSN Messenger! Download today - it's  
>>  [%] Ibogaine List Commands:  
>  [%] Ibogaine List Commands:  
>http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/IbogaineList.html [%]

Don’t just search. Find. Check out the new MSN Search! 

More information about the Ibogaine mailing list