[ibogaine] Day 29...

Preston Peet ptpeet at nyc.rr.com
Tue Aug 24 16:50:37 EDT 2004

I accidentally wrote >I had two unfilled
scripts on my shelf for when I need them. Again, amazing.<

Sorry, not "had" - I HAVE two scripts, one for each medication, that are not
yet filled just sitting there waiting for the day they're needed.
Peace and love,
A very tired but happy Preston

----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Preston Peet" <ptpeet at nyc.rr.com>
To: <ibogaine at mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, August 24, 2004 4:30 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Day 29...

> >You and Preston have given me new hope and probably, many others.<
> ;-))
> I walked out at just before 8 this morning to walk over to Tompkins Square
> to work on the aforementioned tv show, and had to get V to bring down the
> one painkiller I'd put aside to take to set.
>     I carried that one dilaudid 4 around in a bottle in my shoulderbag all
> day today, for 10 and a little more hours, before I finally had to eat it
> due to pain. But I was already home again from set finished for the day,
> had then taken the subway across the island to get lunch and walked home
> from W. 4th to just past Ave A (with a stop by Dana's to say hello),
> I felt it absolutely necessary to take the pain killer.
>     I've had one ms-contin this morning early, and that's it.
>     3 weeks ago and a little more I was shooting 30-40 or more dilaudids a
> day. And barely if at all feeling them after that first wakeup....which I
> don't do anymore either for the most part, not even orally (although there
> have been a couple mornings where I've woken up not feeling able to even
> outta bed due to my leg and back, so had to eat one or the other, or both
> dilaudid and a long-release-uncrushed- ms-contin together, one each.) This
> for me is pretty freakin' amazing. I'm blown away. I had two unfilled
> scripts on my shelf for when I need them. Again, amazing.
>     Peace and love all,
>     Preston
> (Marc, if yer walking around LES tonight after midnight, stop by Duck on
> 6th, I'll buy you a drink if you'd like for your b-day-or something like
> that only better and more positively vibed.)
> ----- Original Message ----- 
> From: Brad Fisher
> To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
> Sent: Tuesday, August 24, 2004 12:26 PM
> Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Day 29...
> Congratulations "M", I have followed your journey, waited for your
> and am happy for you. It was 9 years ago next week, the last time I came
> of a Rehab. and was drug free. All of your descriptions have reminded me
> those feelings and thoughts, I never took it as serious as it is. The past
> years MMT has stabilized my life and got me thinking I'm normal, we know
> better. You and Preston have given me new hope and probably, many others.
> bf
>  -----Original Message-----
> From: mcorcoran [mailto:mcorcoran27 at yahoo.com]
> Sent: Tuesday, August 24, 2004 9:08 AM
> To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
> Subject: [ibogaine] Day 29...
> Well I think today makes 29 days since I had any dope or meth and it feels
> great. Its actually my birthday today, which I've always hated because it
> was more a reminder of anything else that I have been addicted for another
> year. (first did dope on the day after my birthday 12 years ago) But its a
> new day. I feel like life is just beginning again and life is getting a
> little better everyday and the only thing that could fuck that up now is
> putting any kind of opiate back into my system. I am allergic, simple as
> that. Break out in detoxes and handcuffs and all that shit. Ya gotta admit
> some of the little NA slogans are right on.
> I slept almost 9 hours last night which was amazing. Still have a few
> here and there and my bowel is still very loose. But it keeps getting a
> little better everyday and I feel myself getting stronger and stronger and
> looking better and better everyday.
> I can't tell you all what a difference its made to keep close to the
> movement and the treatments. I feel as long as I stay connected in that
> aspect and stay close to the spirit (if you like) I couldn't imagine ever
> going backwards.
> Good vibes to all and keeping good thought's for everyone in the pool
> now. -M.
> jon grocott <sjonnygee at msn.com> wrote:
> Hi Jasen,
>           the reason dialaudid is prescribed in this case is because of
> severe pain, most doctors don't prescribe it for any other reason. It's
> ironic though to use strong opiates to help get off methadone, I've
> about it myself before. .......... Jon.
> >From: "Jasen Chamoun" <JasenHappy at optusnet.com.au>
> >Reply-To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
> >To: <ibogaine at mindvox.com>
> >Subject: Re:    Re: [ibogaine] I am the the god of cluck !
> >Date: Tue, 24 Aug 2004 18:29:23 +1000
> >
> >
> >   Dear list,
> >   Wow,I can't believe that docters are prescribing dialaudid,this is
> fantastic.I think it would be a good way to come off methadone.
> >   By taking dil' for say..,3 months,so by then the (most of) the done is
> out of your system,and comming off would be so much easier.(I am not
> you anything here that most of you wouldn't already know.)
> >   I wish docters over here were prepared to do that. I think the
> government and medical proffesion here is quite anal concerning addiction
> sickness.
> >   Other than that,we have a pretty good system of government and good
> docters,it's just a pity they're not very open minded concerning
> addiction.Also a pity that big business,such as pharm' companies are so
> money orientated.If only......
> >
> >   If I could transfer onto dialaudid for three months,..wow,..not to get
> off,but to help get off the done.Although feeling full never goes astray.
> >   I would assume it would not be as stressing to the body to come off
> dialauded as it is the 'done.
> >   Of course no come down is easy,..ay.
> >                                                         Jasen
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