[ibogaine] Day 29...
ptpeet at nyc.rr.com
Tue Aug 24 16:30:42 EDT 2004
>You and Preston have given me new hope and probably, many others.<
I walked out at just before 8 this morning to walk over to Tompkins Square
to work on the aforementioned tv show, and had to get V to bring down the
one painkiller I'd put aside to take to set.
I carried that one dilaudid 4 around in a bottle in my shoulderbag all
day today, for 10 and a little more hours, before I finally had to eat it
due to pain. But I was already home again from set finished for the day, and
had then taken the subway across the island to get lunch and walked home
from W. 4th to just past Ave A (with a stop by Dana's to say hello), BEFORE
I felt it absolutely necessary to take the pain killer.
I've had one ms-contin this morning early, and that's it.
3 weeks ago and a little more I was shooting 30-40 or more dilaudids a
day. And barely if at all feeling them after that first wakeup....which I
don't do anymore either for the most part, not even orally (although there
have been a couple mornings where I've woken up not feeling able to even get
outta bed due to my leg and back, so had to eat one or the other, or both a
dilaudid and a long-release-uncrushed- ms-contin together, one each.) This
for me is pretty freakin' amazing. I'm blown away. I had two unfilled
scripts on my shelf for when I need them. Again, amazing.
Peace and love all,
(Marc, if yer walking around LES tonight after midnight, stop by Duck on
6th, I'll buy you a drink if you'd like for your b-day-or something like
that only better and more positively vibed.)
----- Original Message -----
From: Brad Fisher
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Sent: Tuesday, August 24, 2004 12:26 PM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Day 29...
Congratulations "M", I have followed your journey, waited for your "return"
and am happy for you. It was 9 years ago next week, the last time I came out
of a Rehab. and was drug free. All of your descriptions have reminded me of
those feelings and thoughts, I never took it as serious as it is. The past 5
years MMT has stabilized my life and got me thinking I'm normal, we know
better. You and Preston have given me new hope and probably, many others.
From: mcorcoran [mailto:mcorcoran27 at yahoo.com]
Sent: Tuesday, August 24, 2004 9:08 AM
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Day 29...
Well I think today makes 29 days since I had any dope or meth and it feels
great. Its actually my birthday today, which I've always hated because it
was more a reminder of anything else that I have been addicted for another
year. (first did dope on the day after my birthday 12 years ago) But its a
new day. I feel like life is just beginning again and life is getting a
little better everyday and the only thing that could fuck that up now is by
putting any kind of opiate back into my system. I am allergic, simple as
that. Break out in detoxes and handcuffs and all that shit. Ya gotta admit
some of the little NA slogans are right on.
I slept almost 9 hours last night which was amazing. Still have a few chills
here and there and my bowel is still very loose. But it keeps getting a
little better everyday and I feel myself getting stronger and stronger and
looking better and better everyday.
I can't tell you all what a difference its made to keep close to the
movement and the treatments. I feel as long as I stay connected in that
aspect and stay close to the spirit (if you like) I couldn't imagine ever
Good vibes to all and keeping good thought's for everyone in the pool right
jon grocott <sjonnygee at msn.com> wrote:
the reason dialaudid is prescribed in this case is because of
severe pain, most doctors don't prescribe it for any other reason. It's
ironic though to use strong opiates to help get off methadone, I've thought
about it myself before. .......... Jon.
>From: "Jasen Chamoun" <JasenHappy at optusnet.com.au>
>Reply-To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
>To: <ibogaine at mindvox.com>
>Subject: Re: Re: [ibogaine] I am the the god of cluck ! pt.2(Australia)
>Date: Tue, 24 Aug 2004 18:29:23 +1000
> Dear list,
> Wow,I can't believe that docters are prescribing dialaudid,this is
fantastic.I think it would be a good way to come off methadone.
> By taking dil' for say..,3 months,so by then the (most of) the done is
out of your system,and comming off would be so much easier.(I am not telling
you anything here that most of you wouldn't already know.)
> I wish docters over here were prepared to do that. I think the
government and medical proffesion here is quite anal concerning addiction
> Other than that,we have a pretty good system of government and good
docters,it's just a pity they're not very open minded concerning
addiction.Also a pity that big business,such as pharm' companies are so mega
money orientated.If only......
> If I could transfer onto dialaudid for three months,..wow,..not to get
off,but to help get off the done.Although feeling full never goes astray.
> I would assume it would not be as stressing to the body to come off
dialauded as it is the 'done.
> Of course no come down is easy,..ay.
> Jasen (Australia)
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