[ibogaine] forget Viagra/Cialis (way off color update)

Preston Peet ptpeet at nyc.rr.com
Sun Aug 22 12:44:36 EDT 2004

Yeah, Julian,
    I was kidding around with you- Of course you are fucked up, but you are
not nearly alone my friend.
    I too am pretty fucked up at times.
Peace and love,

----- Original Message ----- 
From: Jasen Chamoun
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, August 21, 2004 11:40 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] forget Viagra/Cialis (way off color update)

Your very normal,the only difference is you have the guts to speak in raw
honesty. Jasen
----- Original Message ----- 
From: Sapphirestardus at aol.com
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, August 21, 2004 12:48 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] forget Viagra/Cialis (way off color update)

Preston, let me ask you something. I remember when I was in jail and didn't
have meth for a few days, though I was sick, it was easy to orgasm. In fact
when I lied in bed, I would just come like a wet dream. Is this why your sex
life is better now or is IBOGAINE itself affecting a change within you? If
you're not sure why you're 'healthier' maybe Howard can answer this. I'm
specifically interested not in the psychological differences in your life
post Ibo but rather the biological/pharmacological differences from Ibogaine
if there are any.

                  One last thing Preston. I am happy for you as well as
envious(not jealous) you have a great woman in your life. I think, for me,
one of the most important things if not the most important is love and how
that manifests in your relationships. Right now, it seems the only person(s)
I really love are my daughters. That's fine but I need a woman to love and
be with. Sex is....well suffice to say I haven't been with a woman I love or
even like in,(I can't believe I'm saying this but I guess I need to get it
out, it's festering in me like cancer...it really hurts!) 7 years. I feel
like a fucking virgin again. I still need to orgasm two to three times a day
which is not bad for my age and drug ingestion but loving and being intimate
with a woman? Nothing! Maybe it will change after Ibogaine next week but for
some reason, unless the 'trip' deals with this aspect of my life, I doubt
anything will change. SHIT! I sort of wish now I didn't say anything. I'm
feeling like everyone is thinking I am really fucked up but of course no one
would ever say that. People will say they understand and relate etc. but
they can't because it seems like everyone or almost everyone is either
making love to friends or has a person they love and is intimate with them.

            Fuck it. If you could just let me know about ibogaine and your
sexual drive that would be great. Love your woman like you do, it's really a
fantastic thing to have in life.

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