[ibogaine] I want to say....

Preston Peet ptpeet at nyc.rr.com
Sat Aug 14 20:12:10 EDT 2004

Callie wrote >I am so looking forward to having those 'new eyes' again!<

Once again, it's that ol' patience issue too. Sooner or later, hopefully
sooner Than later, you will find yourself in a darkened room somewhere, with
someone caring and watching over you, as you take the plunge/leap, and
you'll think back to these moments of anticipation and desire, and realize
that no time at all has passed, that it feels just like yesterday you were
so wanting to get ahold of this- and now you're in the thick of it all.
    Or so that's how it worked, and usually does work, for me when I'm
lookin' forward to stuff.
Keep yer chin up Callie, and remember that I love to hear from you.
Peace and love

----- Original Message ----- 
From: CallieMimosa at aol.com
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, August 14, 2004 7:20 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] I want to say....

Hello all, I hope I am going to be able to make sense of what I am wanting
to say. I have tried to state it here for the past couple of days but end up
deleting the message cause it sounds goofy and unclear!
Reading Prestons post Ibo posts, I am reminded of how I used to look at and
live life. From his new fruit eating habits to listening to more jangly type
of music. I remember brimming with self confidence and making good out of
most situations.
This all changed as I became addicted. Not overnight....I maintained a s/w
healthy lifestyle and life but it was slowly chipped away the more I used.
I am so looking forward to having those 'new eyes' again!
I am enjoying Prestons posts as if I am reading a novel!

It was also good to read Dr.Toms posts. Thanks to EVERYONE who shares on
this list!

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