RE: [ibogaine] Dear List, I'm kicking again

Sam Kimberley skimberley at trebnet.com
Mon Aug 9 21:36:20 EDT 2004


COULD SOME ONE PLEASE REMOVE ME FROM YOUR MAILING LISTS. DRUGS ARE NOT. NOR
HAVE THEY EVER BEEN OR WILL THEY EVER BE PART OF MY LIFE. THESE E:MAILS
THOUGH WELL INTENDED ARE OF NO INTEREST TO ME AND SIMPLE CLOG UP MY E:MAIL

THANKYOU.

-----Original Message-----
From: nruhtra at dsskcorp.com [mailto:nruhtra at dsskcorp.com]
Sent: Monday, August 09, 2004 8:00 PM
To: ibogaine at mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Dear List, I’m kicking again


Dear List,
I’m kicking again.  Last time I had to do this I swore to myself I would
never do it again, but on a recent half year business trip to “The City”
(San Francisco / Where I currently am) I gave into the temptation again
and got hooked.  Junk is on every street corner in the Tenderloin (the
“hood” in SF, if that’s what you call it).  I don’t know why I started
again but I fucked up and we all tend to do that time and again.
Anyways, fact is, I’ve been using everyday for six months now and once
again I’m fucked up and hooked.  If I go 24 hours without I fell like I
pile of shit.  A really big pile of shit.  Well, my time is up here and
I’m going to be leaving to a place where I can NOT obtain dope.  That is
the only way I know I can kick, if I go somewhere where I know I CAN’T get
it.  That is how I did it last time.
Last time I kicked I cold turkeyed.  No codeine based medications, no
methadone (the devil) – all I took was Valium, Somas, Clonazapam 2mg,
Ambien, and a majority of those other pills you see in your email box as
spam.  Basically pills that would get me through without anything that
would feed my junk receptors.  I just sat in a friend’s basement with some
Skinny Puppy playing ambiently in the background and sweat the shit out of
me until I was well.

This time around I would like some advice from you fine folks for various
over the counter, NON codeine based (duh) pain medications that works BEST
for _back_ and _joint pain_.  Also, maybe some of you know some
prescription based pain medications that work great for kicking that does
not feed heroin craving receptors.

Well, OK folks any advice would be great.  Unlike last time I kicked where
I took all the previously mentioned pharmaceuticals all I did was
basically go into a week and a half coma, but this time I want something
for the pain.  So, I would greatly appreciate any help given.

I’ve been on this list for a really, really long time and enjoy reading
everybody’s various experiences.  I think that the people that are
educated enough towards the subject of getting off this devil of a drug
are doing a great service to others.

God bless you all and thank you in advance.
Signed, a God fearing Jesus loving junky loser scum
Nella Ruhtra
www.dsskcorp.com/ibidem

PS.  Please don’t recommend Ibogaine.  No matter how much I would love to
dose, it is far out of my reach.  Thank you again.




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