[ibogaine] request for patrick

FakePlacebo fakeplacebo at hotmail.com
Mon Aug 9 09:32:57 EDT 2004

Dear Leslie,

I don't want to "get high" but I have to (addiction is the that kind of
thing) Because I'm an addict and quitting is not piece of cake. You are
looking at to people from very high places, from so far; somewhere we are
not belong.

I tried Ibo once and yes it was worked on me but I used again I still don't
know why.

In the list we are encouraging  each others. By the time I'm learning so
many thing from list peoples even some of them never tried Ibo.

This is the only way to share aches in my heart for me and they are more
inteligent and undersating guys and girls.

Best Regards

----- Original Message -----
From: "leslie hughes" <lesliehughes2 at yahoo.co.uk>
To: <ibogaine at mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, August 06, 2004 12:25 AM
Subject: [ibogaine] request for patrick

> short note for patrick, I know your very busy but when
> you get the chance to open it could you please open up
> the after ibogaine list some time in the next week or
> two like you said you would.
> I am not bitching about anything, love the site and
> your writing is awesome and enjoy the hope that is
> here. but every time I open up my mailbox I have 200
> letters from this list and at least half of it is like
> coffee talk for junkies or someone explaining how
> important they are.
> i would like to talk to people who have already done
> ibogaine and are trying to stay sober which is where i
> am at, I have done it twice and am still very shaky
> but trying. No disrespect to anyone but I read 20 long
> letters from one person who seems very smart and
> knowledgeable and then a month later oh by the way,
> they've never done ibogaine and are still using. Ok I
> appreciate you being smart and may like reading what
> you say but somehow I don't have that much interest in
> taking advice from someone who isn't clean and hasn't
> done ibogaine and is handing out sobriety advice and
> explaining how to get the most from their ibo
> experience.
> I feel like I'm going crazy a lot of the time its very
> hard to maintain, I go to 12 step meetings but most of
> the time I only feel worse and want to get high and
> mindvox is the only site I've ever found which isn't
> so depressing and has a lot of hope but I don't want
> to talk to people who are still getting high.
> thank you
> leslie
> lesliehughes2 at yahoo.co.uk
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