[ibogaine] shut up, yer not in the club

crownofthorns at hushmail.com crownofthorns at hushmail.com
Thu Aug 5 23:57:24 EDT 2004

Patrick is funny and can be charming :-) No I'm not gay. There's no point
in arguing with him 
because nobody ever wins, I said that last year the verbal apocalypse
would be him and Marc 
Emery having a debate :-) He is also obnoxious and crazy but I've never
seen him insult 
anybody, your role model there is someone who writes 'niggahz for life'
and shows his track 
marks on tv with his name all over the screen, I do not get the impression
he is ashamed of 
being a junkie. What you did was dis everybody who is less pure then
you, or that is how you 
made it sound.

There is a after ibogaine list right now called sacrament, I signed up
to it 2 years ago, so did 
a few others, nobody ever said anything there. Now its supposed to be
re opened with 
another list. Their temple is online, it looks a lot like Mindvox from
the year 2000 :-) The 
only part Marko and Patrick forgot was 'welcome to the world's largest
ibogaine hcl 
dealership' ;-) 

When does Sacrament officially open Mr. High Priest? You alive Patrick?

Peace out and sign up if you want off the worthless druggie list Leslie
and yes I am mad at 
you too because I feel insulted and don't want to feel insulted but still
do. I did not need the 
negative energy. People using drugs do not bring me down, people insulting
me because I 
use drugs or used them does. It does make me another nigger and I hate
that word but it's 
true enough.


sacrament-subscribe at mindvox.com

On Thu, 05 Aug 2004 20:45:00 -0700 =?iso-8859-1?q?leslie=20hughes?= 
<lesliehughes2 at yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
>wow ok I am sorry and I mean that. I did not want to
>sound better then anybody I dont think I am I said I
>was having a hard time. I sincerely did not want to
>offend anyone and didnt give that much though to what
>I said or how I said it but Patrick did say he was
>opening the sacrament and after ibogaine lists and
>people requested them. I only reminded him of it.
>there is no need to be so rude to me I did sign up to
>the ibogaine list not drug talk. 
>I did not mean to offend anyone but I did sign up for
>ibogaine not methadone maintenance.
>I wanted to say thank you to the one person who wrote
>a very sweet letter to me who I won't out unless he
>says its ok and no I haven't seen him post to the list
>either and the others who were much shorter and also
>nice but if I want to be a bitch I could post the
>letters that agree with me, not one of them is from
>anyone who is posting here and all of them agreed that
>they want the after-list. Why is that so wrong? its
>not like any of them are talking here at all the exact
>comments made were what I said, it is like junkie
>coffee talk and I don't want to keep hearing it all
>the time looking for that one message in 10 that is
>really about ibogaine and yes that might have a lot to
>do with me not being strong right now and one of the
>main reasons I don't like the 12 step meetings, I
>don't want to hear junkie war stories every day in my
>All I did was remind Patrick of what he said was
>happening anyway, that's it! Nobody ever jumps down
>his throat, no sorry you all do about who's fucking
>who because that's the most important thing , but he
>can say anything he wants and get away with it, what
>did I do that was so wrong?
>lesliehughes2 at yahoo.co.uk
> --- CallieMimosa at aol.com wrote: 
>> Preston, I love you and have learned a LOT since I
>> joined this list!
>> Folk like Leslie make me want to puke! I can't
>> believe she is really a 
>> junkie with that attitude of hers. Love and LOTS of
>> hugs!
>> Callie

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