Reminiscing about treatment pimp abuse
randyhencken at hotmail.com
Sun Jan 5 04:05:34 EST 2003
Right before I got clean, I was taken 85 mg of pink juice and slamming
somewhere around $100 a day worth of dope in good old belushi style
speedball fashion. So when I returnded from mexico after my ibo trip I was
pretty pleased to have been needle free for a few weeks. Naturally, I felt
rocky in the stability of my recovery, I had returned to using after
detoxing several times before. I was willining to do whatever it took to
ensure a one way trip away from being a junkie. Searching for a
therapist/pyschiatrist to work with I came across a jackass, I mean doctor
named Dr. Rand, here in San Diego. I had been referred to Dr. Rand by
another psychiatrist office in town saying that Dr. Rand was a
speacilist/expert in addicition.
Dr. Rand told me that I was an addict and that the only way he could cure me
is by giving me a brain transplant from a monkey. It was already 2001 and
he hadn't even heard of ibogaine. Did he not have a computer? I learned
about ibogaine in 1993 attending a hashbash in ann arbor where Dana spoke.
I then found ibogaine on a the net in 1996 before I used dope looking up
addiction and heroin. Had this addiciton speaclist never explored these
words online? And when I shared with the fine doctor that I had been
smoking pot to releive my residual withdrawal symptoms, he told me I wasn't
even detoxed yet.
Fortunately I knew Dr. Rand was full of shit. I had already done my own
research and studying. I knew that I wasn't inflicted with a permanant
disease. This wasn't my first experience with the cult. I wasn't going to
let them brainwash me again. I was able to think for myself (Thanks Tim).
His office billed me $60 for the miserable visit. I never paid it. After
I was off dope for 6 months I called them and told them to quit sending me
bills, I wasn't gonna pay em, I'm not shooting dope and I don't have a
I paid every single cent of every debt I accumulated while I was living the
life of a junkie, but I never paid Dr. Rand.
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